Observing the gore-scene for such a long time and being a part of it building two of the largest goresites, one of whom are not around anymore, the other is a great follow up, i noticed one thing spamming.

With spam i mean of course advertising your own site.

Yeah, spamming is the deadly sin, wherever it is, nobody likes it. Not only owners but also members hate it. If you ever create a site do not spam, anywhere. It will just make you a social pariah disliked by everyone.

When we created Viraldeath.com i said immediately we wont spam anyone or anywhere. The site have to grow on it´s own and other people linking our excellent content. And apparently it worked, the site grew to one of the largest gore sites around and a fun one to work on because i really do not like forums, i never did. Viraldeath forum is a separate entity in that sense, i thought i would not use it but somehow BOPE made a great job and it´s a fun forum. I still do not like forums but i like Viraldeath forum, Angellust.com the gay necroforum is fun to, hanging out with Cadmar who is a great friend and the other friendly people there is a nice change. But i must admit, i´m not much of a poster though. :)

Best way to get noticed is to talk to other sites, try to exchange links instead. On Viraldeath.com we like to exchange links but we do not care that much (we are simply to large), we just add sites when we feel like it, some that is even completely different from ours.

Personally i would never spam it just make you disliked. I do not however count telling the occasional friend if something is going on as spamming. Spam is when it´s directed to a large crowd without knowing the targets. I really dislike spammers.

And one last thing, people posting something with your link on it, is not spamming. That is viral marketing.

I managed to get a politician to change his negative stance on necrophiles just the other day. I just got so damn pissed when he wrote people with “severe mental illness” or something i wrote him a email back, stating my point.

He thanked me and never sort of knew we people even exist, he corrected his text and it was friendly. Probably necrophilia have no chance in any future of sexual freedoms considering we are such a small and quite group, not to mention diverse.

All these people who confuse being necrophile with sexual sadistic killers, like various serial killers wont ever help either. Necrophilia is a state of mind not a act (not a verb). While over time people been turning it into one, it is not. I used to think necrophiles could unite, be friends whatever variant of necrophilia it is we are into.

But that dream is lost, in way not only anymore to all serial killer wannabes searching for a label but because we who actually are necrophiles are to varied as a group, to much people that want to create drama, pretenders and most of all do we even need the dream really.

I have my group of friends and im not looking for others, i can share feelings whenever i want or talk about my issues. But it have been such a long time now that i have nothing to talk about anymore because i know how i feel, what i am and it just is there. I guess we all come to a stage where we do not need to express ourselves anymore on forum and sites and just do what needs to be done…even though i must admit its still tempting to write that someone is cute when i make a post with a cute woman on Viraldeath.com, heh. Viraldeath.com the blog is such a easy and fun project, no hassle, no drama.

In my opinion necrophilia is not about all the images and videos we collect or get. It´s the joy we have when we have these feelings and can express them for ourselves or with a loved one. In these pride days or whatever, necrophilia is a sexual diversity that exists in both animals and the human animal. We are maybe a small group, but diversity is the norm. Not the other way around, the absolute normalcy is the freakish ones, they may look all the same to us and be the same, but they are all diversified sexually to, in one way or another.

That is something important to never forget. We are not sick or anything like it, we are just natural variation of the norm…diversity.

The address to the new gay only necroforum is released: Angellust.com .

It is a gay/bi necro only site so please respect that any of you straight guys out there. Straight women are supposedly welcome though, and me of course even though i way prefer women Cadmar invited me personally. :)

Looks like it will be a great forum, and i can give it a couple of pushes if i want so it get loads of traffic…but then it probably be mostly straight guys and that wouldn’t help. It will grow over time, people will get tired when the are bullied and then they have another place to go to.

Cadmar, Angellust and Morgueboy did a great job.

This is one of my absolute favourites:

It´s an excellent song in all ways.

About the gay necroforum, if you are going to email me about it tell me what username you have on other similar sites. The guys making the site do not want curious people or just spies. They want active users. I can not send anyone there without knowing who they are. Email homonecro@gmail.com it´s better than emailing me. I am just a honorary member or something.

But i can tell you guys this, it will be great, they are building a forum that will be real good for the male gay necrophile and im happy for them. The thing with no harassment and all that to, it is a sure winner i believe. To top it of, it is absolutely free and only recruitment is you are part of the site to get into the private section. No OCD like adhd boy needing money to pay his personal bills and live high on them (extorting his own members), just a nice forum to relax on with other gay necrophiles.

Once the site is open, and ready for the public the link will be fully published. As i been told.

Some male gay necrophiles i know are setting up a necroforum just for dead men ( I am not into men really at all, but death makes everything appealing to me, i wish them the best of luck and when i was invited to join i could not say no ) I read it was going to be harassment free without a pathological lier with retarded constant OCD-like mood swings at the helm.

Sounds great for them. :) This site will probably become the main site for anyone interested in new male (non-gore) death content. It will have some legendary gay necro-posters on it like Cadmar (that was the one who invited me) and others. Also it will have as goal to be a gay only forum with the occasional straight woman, and maybe me then just as moral support. ;) So no straight men or homophobes will even be allowed on the forum, it is supposed to work as a free-zone for gays.

The forum is currently as i been told undergoing a trial run and is filled up with material like nothing i ever seen. This will from where i stand become a good site. Not in it for the money grabbing but clean fun and necrophiles just sharing.

Any male gay necros out there that want the link, send me a email or post a comment with the question here. But the link is only for people who really are friendly gay necrophiles.

I have “moved” to another country, reason my personal business. But i been a bit aloof lately, so now you know why. :)

Yeah if i had any care for twitter that be a twitter text. So here comes another music piece i like, no love. It is so sweet.

Lady Gaga´s music. Weird because it´s not really my type but Poker Face is amazing.

Lady Gaga nude… wonder if those words gives hits. ;)

Been so busy and tired all the time lately and haven´t had time for the blog. So here comes two nice nice songs. :) Oh, and btw 25 of July VD hit 11000 on Alexa, it was just a temporary peak, second time that happened though. Alexa is industry standard for measurements of site sizes. And we do not fake one bit to get higher stats. :)

One of those favorites of mine:

There is also a great French verision that is very different from Nancy´s verision. Oh the wonders of the Internet and Youtube, giving us possibility for culture that would be long lost in archives otherwise.

After we saw the full series we immediately turned to the movie Fire Walk with Me. First time i saw it i thought it sucked but now, when i saw the series in a row and everything just fell into it´s places. The symbolism and everything is great. Laura Palmer lived in hell and had a totally self-destructive life style mixed with the open Laura where she helped everyone and was the home coming queen. Well, it´s hard to say anything without spoiling the series or movie. I recommend seeing it all in one swoop and it will fit, start with the series and end with Fire Walk with me, that is a prequel but one that explains a lot…sort of.

The video is a cut from the movie, that is very powerful. Highly recommended, even though it aged.

Ah, this one i remember from my childhood. Even when i did not understand the words i loved it. Death and dying is a lovely theme, for me these are some sort of cute love songs or something.

Most of the music i like is soft but some hard music are excellent. Rammstein is a good example of a group that make good music. Mein Teil is my favourite from them.

A great song, but awful lyrics in their old fashioned style (not to mention the helmet head hair). But still i like this song a lot. Heh, being a housewife i actually stand by my man (but considering how and what i am, he is probably more the one that stands behind his woman:) ) even though i have my own life on the side. You can grow fond of a human being you have no attraction over, real love actually that maybe are not sexual but lasting and trusting love. I actually believe arranged marriages while awful in reality most likely in theory should not be such a bad idea (or people marrying of convenience rather than love, love a long lasting form will take root when you become interdependent on each other and in practice become an extension of each other).

I am a living proof that you can learn to love someone deeply in a way you can die for the person or give up everything, but not feel that extra thing, the sexual things. He is my best friend, easy as that so i am very privileged to actually be able to live with my best friend.

I handpicked him as my man to slingshot me into normalcy (over a decade ago), his kind heart and beliefs in what is right made him my choice. I couldnt become normal (of course it was a stupid belief in the first place), but after i told him about all my needs, feelings and what i do and will do, he still said he wanted to stay with me. That is how amazing he is. We will be together for the rest of each others life, no doubt.

Being a housewife in my country is almost something people look upon you as a bad person ruining it for all womens rights. But i knew already when i was 14-15 i did not want to work a day in my entire life. Being a housewife was the right “career-choice” for me.

My father is the reason why i decided not to work a day in my life, he in a weak moment told me how boring work is and all your life revolves around it, once you have free time you are to tired or it´s to short for your interests. That had a great impact on me, today he of course denies ever saying that. But i know and remember it very well.

This is actually my new introduction text for the blog, but it´s hidden in the “Pages” section here where nobody probably can find it so i make it into a post also. :)

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This is my personal blog about my personal matters and my personal thoughts about various items that is connected to my username JohannaXn…and in some way parts of what you do not see otherwise.

I am fairly quiet woman that do not like to talk about myself in these settings, i do not care about opinions really or have any need to promote them in these settings. I have a full life outside the username JohannaXn and what comes with it (opinions about trivial matters among others).

But this is for fun, a blog where i can write whatever i want whenever i want. I write this because maybe it will be fun and i do not care about it gets readers or not…when writing this i have not even told most of my friends i have this blog. Heh, typical me. :)

I will write about everything that just comes to my mind when i sit down and open up the blog. Some of what i say will be very well thought through sharp analysis of various facts …some will be just ramblings (depending on the readers bias or personal opinions/wishful thinking, or actual ramblings ;) ).

I been called everything from a legend/legendary, psychopath, sexual predator with a stone cold heart to a wonderful human being, kind and very generous. It is weird how world interpret us depending on the individual seeing us or how they know us, or how people gossip (or outright lie) about you. I guess that goes for everyone though, to really know each other we have to meet all sides, and be open to all ways of how we talk/write. Not going by rumors or prejudices or in some cases wishful thinking (probably the single most important factor in negative interpretation of other people and their knowledge or motives).

I am a necrophile, JohannaXn is my necrophile user name (i have others in other settings but this one is the one im most well-known to have) and as a necrophile i have to compartmentalize my life. If you learn to know me as JohannaXn, you rarely will learn me as who i am as a individual on other levels. Not one bit probably.

That is a form of handicap to be so closed of and inside the box of your own making. But when worlds collides they usually destroy each other. I do not know but i think most real necrophiles (except maybe the psychotic ones) compartmentalize our lifes and it creates a strain.

Thankfully I have a lot of friends i can be open to, who shares my sexuality, some people i even let into my life compartments that people rarely will see both sides of.

Maybe this little blog, with no plan or real purpose will help me let of some of my steam (not that i really need to). I do not care about readers, if you are out there feel free to read and comment or whatever. If you are here to find images of corpses and gore, go to viraldeath.com.

And to end this post, i end with a song. I use to call this song the theme song of my life, this is how i see myself and what rights i have to do what i need to fulfill myself.

This one is really one of the better soundtracks i know of, while i am probably one of the few that actually are not a fan of the movie, the soundtrack is great. Dark moody and powerful in a way something ominous will happen. Simply fantastic soundtrack.

One of my favourite songs of the “classics”, while Satie lived in 19th century i still consider it classical music

A gore-site is a site that show human and sometimes animals messed up, where their intestines and brains are visible. If we go to the root of the word it means a “blood site”, but the meaning it got over time with movies and other media. It could best be defined as above, a site that show smashed, crushed or severe trauma.

A gore site is not to be mistaken for a necrophile site, a necrophile site is for necrophiles and the consumers are necrophiles. You have to be really dumb if you call a necrophilia oriented site a goresite, even if you have severed heads or whatever. A necrophile site is just that, a necrophile site and thats what they are about. Often these sites form close knit communities around the sexual feelings and that creates a strong bond among it´s users based on the mutual sexual preference, like www.thenecrofiles.com/forum/. Some even meet and got engaged (and married i think) on that forum, I am of course a member there but only as Johanna and the owner is friend. :)

Gore-sites on the other hand, their main users are not necrophiles but nurses, people dealing with their own trauma, curious people, young people wanting to push their boundaries and much else as regular people that are curious (as i said in the 9msn interview, there is really no defined group). Gore sites of course also create close knit communities, with people even getting together. But the uniting factor is not the shared sexuality but rather shared interest in other things or just interpersonal chemistry. I think though it is easier on a necrophile site to feel closer with the other members because of the shared sexuality, a sexuality society condemns. Necrophiles of course make up a group on gore-sites to, but they are not the majority or the target audience. People on gore-sites prime need is the gore, while the difference from a necrophile site the prime need is for cute corpses.

Viraldeath.com is a underground media site, a gore-site or death-site cause we mix the gore and corpses (but unlike most other sites we have detailed posts about some of the cases). Many of our users are necrophiles but i doubt the majority are. We do not do the site as a necrophile site either, but myself being one, we of course have no problem with necrophile users at all. Actually they are a protected group both on the blog and in the forum (we do not allow slurs or attacks against any sexual minority).

Viraldeath.com is meant to be a gore-site even though i myself really have no interest in gore, i just like cute corpses like any other regular necrophile. The forum is also the same, it is a community oriented gore-forum not a necrophile forum but necrophiles are welcome as any other members (in fact we have a large group of them active on the forum, both straight and gay).

Someday i make a necrophile forum, i considered to do that for a long time. But all the work involved with running a forum and such is just not appetizing at the moment. When i do one it will be a closed one for my friends whom i can trust. With no intention of being anything but our secret corner on the net. We already share over various channels and a forum would simplify everything. Maybe someday. :)

In another post i will share my opinions though on why necrophile sites have a tendency to fail and attract the “wrong crowd” (according to my opinion, this is after all my private blog). Also of course i will delve deeper into what a gore-site is and all the bizarre behind the scene conflicts there are. There are actually people around who´s entire life revolve around gossiping about other people, i feel sorry for them somehow. Sad really to build a life about other peoples Internet activities. LOL

Update 17 July: One thing i forgot to mention when i wrote about the difference between are gore site and a necrophile site is that it is of course totally inappropriate to post young children on a necrophile site because of it´s theme. While on a gore-site that in it´s very nature are non-sexual it is acceptable, some don´t like it but there is no sexual undertones to it. While on a necrophile site people would become very upset if someone posted dead children, scared even because of the context they are posted in.

This song is simply marvelous, the death theme makes me all nice and cosy. It´s meant as a tragedy i guess but for me it transcends that into a powerful song about how death turns living into the ideals of humanity, everything is better. The dead is so revered it is no wonder some of us look up to them so much, all their bad sides have evaporated and only the good, the cute is left.

This song is probably one of my favorites from Baccara, it really feels necrophilic in it´s wordings. Well, for me at least it is a song about love after death. :)

Here is a small treat for my 60+ daily readers. heh. ;) Quite different amount from Viraldeath with its massive daily numbers. But thats how i like it, here it´s a private atmosphere.

The article in full can be read here:
http://news.ninemsn.com.au/article.aspx?id=1057380

In actually i really did not want to do it, but i feelt this was our chance to have the last word because i predicted the dying down of the story. And we got the last word, major league.

The journalist did a great job letting me speak our sites policies and how we worked. The purpose and how we see ourselves. It came out very good.

I was told however it was one of the longest interviews they ever published so they have to edit out a lot of what i said.
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The following was edited out, some whole questions was removed. But i do not blame them, i edited out one question myself that was designed to make me admit i am a necrophile or something. I did not want to comment on that because it was not in my interest or the story’s interest as i saw it. The Leanne Holland post was totally nonsexual and viral death as a blog do not have a sexual motive.

But here is what was edited out, to get the full picture read the published interview and add the parts that got edited..

Please explain the online gore scene to me. How did it start? What kind of people are involved? How popular is it?

But the real beginning was the old usenet-lists like alt-binary-grotesque and such. If we talk the net. But gore have been mainstream long before Internet with movies like the Faces of Death series and Traces of death series. While Faces of Death 1 and 3 composed mostly of fake content part 2 had a lot of real material (if i remember correctly).

How can posting images of a dead girl’s naked body serve any purpose other than to shock and offend?

Especially in Leanne Hollands case where there is a lot pointing towards corruption among the police and even the potential murderer assisting the detectives on the case. Some media even described their relationships as “friendly”.

The real thing, seeing it as it is changes views and public outcry should not be directed towards us but against the people that let a innocent man because of what best can be described as police corruption sit in prison for 15 years. It is a travesty of justice.

Then a whole question was cut out, the question is the property of the journalist i guess but it went like what about Leanne´s family why did you ignore the pain it could cause them. My answer was this, and was it was completely cut out:

We are convinced the family has already seen the pictures before or during the trial and so on and probably already accepted the fact. By posting the images maybe there will be a public outcry to actually find out who murdered Leanne Holland. I took a lot of consideration to Leanne’s family when i wrote the piece, if you knew half of what i know about Leanne Holland herself you would be stunned. Death turned her into an innocent angel, but the truth is not as simple as that. She was a lonely girl that grew up too fast. But whatever Leanne herself did the murder was an atrocity and she did not deserve that at all, nobody really does not even the killer. Law of justice is important, we do not want a mob justice.

We feel for Leanne’s family and Graham Stafford that had to sit in prison for such a long time, completely innocent. It is time to try something new, and the crime scene images we published hopefully will make people interested enough to force the police to investigate what went wrong more throughly. Just the fact that one woman who claim her father was the murderer had access to the crime scene photos, and used them against his daughters whom he was molesting and torturing in ways similar to Leanne, is an outrage! This man was the one that helped the Queensland detectives in their investigation! How could such a thing be possible, and why complain that we posted three grainy images, when this man actually used them to threaten his own children to silence from sexual abuse? That is the moral outrage Australians should have. We just posted a few images for journalistic purposes to show reality as it is.

We just hope that the image publication wont overshadow the important matter here, to find Leanne’s murderer. We do not earn a dime on posting these images, but the Australian social pornographic media have sucked every coin it could from Leanne’s death for over a decade. That is a very big difference in my opinion, we as a site had no economic interest in this story, rather just show reality as it is. It was Australian media that cashed in on our posting, not we. If we asked royalty for their stories about us we probably be millionaires by now.

Queensland Attorney-General Cameron Dick has been quoted telling the media that police have failed in their attempts to have the Leanne images removed from your site. What contact have you had with police regarding the photos?

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And then there was another question and answer completely cut out that was about if we had other Australian cases and if we are going to post them and how we get the content, my answer was (wait and see, if police contact we post to give them the finger, but they did not attempt any sort of contact. :) ): We have not yet gotten any email from Australian authorities.

We have decided on a wait and see attitude on that (we are not intimidated to post though, it is crime scene images of various murders and there is a great public interest in them). We have all types of sources and i do not want to go into that, the first rule of the gore-scene is that you do not expose your sources, so to say.

But this is very strange really, ive seen Australian documentaries about murders and some of those clearly showed the corpse and crime scene images uncensored. American documentaries about serial killers do the same.

We can fill the whole map of Australia with different deaths if we want to, but we have had a policy until the Leanne post not to reveal victim’s identities. Leanne was so different because it is such a famous case and the public interest is so great.

We also had a very famous gruesome Canadian case recently. The man was up for parole at the time of writing the piece but i decided not to expose any names or even the country of origin for the images. The man that committed the murder was caught, was found guilty and there was no point in telling the world the victim’s name.

That is actually something we usually try to avoid. The victims name we avoid but their images we show. While we many times mention the killers name we do not show the killer, because they are simply worthless and of no interest to our site. We are not one of those sites that adores famous killers, we are the kind of site that show their victims.

They cut some in my explanation of the German murder case i think, but that was OK.

If the government was not already monitoring your website, they certainly are now. It’s likely it will be banned in Australia under the proposed internet censorship laws. What are your thoughts on this?

Here i chose not to tell parts of what i said (sorry guys), it was good it didn’t get into the interview.

But this i said that was dropped in the interview:

It is the same thing with the filter, the ones that want to set them up are just interested in protecting their OWN interest. Not public interest, just throw in child pornography (that of course should be illegal) or endangerment of children and you can get a whole nation to follow you as slaves. Any nation, not just Australia.

Why should Australians be allowed to access your site? What purpose does it serve?

And Australia needs better transparency for their own crime cases, if it had been open my guess would be that Graham Stafford wouldn’t have been in prison for all that time.

So, that was it. They cut it as much as they could and its one of the longest interview they had. They where forced to cut so i hold nothing against them for it. I consider the interview good journalism and the journalist that did it was very serious, respectful and when respected my private matters i told him in order for him to understand some things. And those private parts was not included on my request, that is real journalism.

So thumbs up for the reporter actually, i have a deep resentment for journalists in general but every close up (interview or source and fact checking) experience i had so far (quite a few actually by now, both national and international on other matters than gore) have all been perfect and professional. The journalists that drag all the others down in the dirt are the tabloids that does not even bother to contact the involved parties or repost other peoples pieces.

There are a lot of them out there, that do not understand the fundamentals, the unwritten laws and what go on behind the scenes. What people see is only a small fraction of everything.

Some people do not understand the respect of the content finder, they use arguments like “its from the net anyways”, but ignore the work the one who took the content in the first place into the gore-scenes haystack. That is why some people stop posting, why some watermark or other reasons. These repost queens as they usually are known as are a integral part of most gore-forums. But in a way they destroy the very fabric of what is the gore-scene by cross pollinating every gore-site with exactly the same content.

But the worst are the repost ass-clowns, the ones who remove other people in the gore-scenes watermarks. They are a joke that want to pretend they are such good finders. But in reality they go to all the trouble of removing someone else’s watermark in order to pretend they are some kind good poster. Hiding watermarks in order to protect a good source is acceptable though and always been, sources outside the gore-scene.

And then we have the repost midgets, the ones who repost the repost ass-clowns content. Usually the same as the reposters but the lowest of the low.

The gore-scene can be summed up as one big family of many people, people with different values. But the ones that do not get the unwritten rules they destroy it for all of us. No wonder Volkom stopped posting.

Oh, and another thing in what probably will be a series of my thoughts about the gore-scene. People do not understand where various sites get their content from, there is reasons why some site have extra good content and why others doesn’t. I am a provider of content (not the content people steal from Viraldeath of course) for several sites, i rarely get my name on them. So, people should shut the fuck up when they compare sites because some of us are so intertwined that if you shit on one site, you will get deleted on a bunch of other sites.

Respect comes a long way, watermarks are there for a reason. If you want content without watermarks the best way to go is to contact the poster and ask for the images without watermarks.

If you do not watermark content you post, you also are to blame when people repost them. Because reposting is a tradition and there will always be repost queen around. When one goes down, they will soon be replaced by another, and another, and another.

Viraldeath however do not care if our content is reposted, it is as i said part of the tradition of the gorescene, but we do not like repost-assclowns.

In the earlier post i mentioned the magnificent Turkish song, my favorite. Enjoy. :)

This is one of my favorite songs, still nothing compared to the classic Seninle Bir Dakika. No language are so beautiful as the Turkish one.

As is well known (i would think) i am part of Viraldeath.com team, one of Internet’s largest gore sites.  We had a humble beginning, we came together and just decided we make a blog after Kiuma went down. It was never intended to be what it become, some kind of milestone site for gore (where most other sites pilfer their content from), it was more made for fun.

And fun it have been, we still do the site with exactly the same attitude as before, “we do not give a fuck”. And we don´t. We post what we want, how we want and do whatever we like with our site.

The attitude behind the site and the nothing is sacred attitude is probably what got it so big.  Not to mention that it is packed with exclusive content no other site has that we upload to the Internet for the very first time…until some other repost ass-clown remove the watermarks and pretend they got original content. Well they will never be anything but repost assclowns.

Do not take me wrong, we do not mind people reposting our content, but when people just take it and remove the watermarks that mean they are violating the work we put down on getting this content. The more people steal, the harder we watermark. And if anyone complain we do not give the fuck… you know why? We always keep the originals. The pictures are without watermarks and available for trades with others who have content that is remotely original (not ripped from some south american site) but real originals.

Viraldeath.com have the honor of being one of the few sites who actually uploads content to the net for the very first time. I do not think many other sites can match that even if they wanted to.

But it is work behind Viral death, a lot of it. We do our bests to bring content we get ourselves.  We do not take content from other gore sites, why really we have no use for it. We have our own sources. Of course occasionally we post content people send to us or post on VDF. Then of course we have no clue where the content originate from.

That being said, Viraldeath.com the blog, is that and it have both it´s limitations and possibilities forums lacks. And i must say i think it was the best choice ever.

When Kiuma went down i was not unhappy actually, it was strenuous to work with it everyday. Lots of work, constant work not to mention boring forum drama with it´s queens who wanted to create discord. I felt relieved when it was gone, i was freed from my bound, we succeed in what we went for to become number 1. And when we passed UR (that at the time was the largest goresite, now it is just a shadow of it´s former self in size) on Alexa (industry standard of website ranking) and there was no other site bigger than Kiuma (except of course in membership, the site was so young). The goal i personally had set up had been fulfilled.

Today, almost a year have gone by and i think it was for the best because Viraldeath.com is nothing when it comes to the work put down in Kiuma.com. It turned out for the best, at first i did not want to do another gore-site, i was happy to be rid of it all and it´s petty drama and people who have mental health issues. But i had my friends and some missed the loss of Kiuma…and that was how Viraldeath.com was born. As a fun site for us who does it without the drama.

Now the site is even larger, much larger than Kiuma ever was. It is astounding really with the care free attitude and don´t give a fuck attitude we pulled that of…or not as some said they expected it to happen considering what people was involved in doing the site.

I had no part in Kiuma´s demise, absolutely none what so ever. Was it a loss, yes in a way, gore-scene lost it´s most productive and fastest growing site over night. It could have ended better, but from the perspective i have now i do not feel upset…in fact i didn’t back then either. It was more relief, to leave the gorescene once and for all, but that did not happen. I got pulled back in.

Maybe that is for a future post.

Not only a TV show with a lovely theme song but also a interesting and fascinating story-line where myth and reality inter-mix.  Me and my better half (who is a real hardcore fan of the show) decided the other week to re-watch the whole show. It have aged a bit of course but it is still real good.

Watching it with completely new eyes gives another form of insight into the series and all its hidden messages it makes the second watch worth it even more. Also we watch the special edition with the Log-lady introductions. They give more insight into the show. If i may take a guess, i think it is at least one of the 100 most influential or best TV-series ever made.

Laura Palmer as a corpse is real cute btw. ;)

I cannot stop listening to this one. She have a lovely voice but still i imagine her dead more than alive.

Well, i never thought i would have a personal blog. I am not the kind of woman that talks about my self that much and i do not like to talk about things in general in a public setting like this (when it is indexed by google). But i try and lighten up and this will be my fun blog, just for me. :)

My English is not the best but i do not care. This is for fun.

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